此时此刻的我面对着以往的文章。重新去阅读、体会、了解失去记忆前的我。
其中一篇文章吸引了我。原来在我脑海里，众人喧哗背景的倒数声不是梦，而是真真实实地发生了。原来这是我最初的记忆。
在那一幕模糊的片段里，我记得茫然、不舍、心碎与憎恨。
但是，记忆里的男孩…是谁？
我失忆了1年8个月26天。感激科技的发达与社交网站的帮助，我找回了很多的“朋友”
Thursday, November 7, 2013
Monday, February 13, 2012
《爱》 - 2012
“让我们来一起倒数2012年的到来!10, 9, 8, 7, ...”
收音机说2011年要结束了。穿着白袍的他叫我删除所有2011年以前的记忆。而我的意识早已在倒数前模糊不清。
“6,5,4, ...”
“记得回来找我。”
就在数到“3”时，他紧紧握着我的手说要记得回来找他。但是要去哪里找？
“2, 1! Happy New Year!”
收音机里传出人潮兴奋地欢迎新一年的到来。但男孩落下泪来，目送着女孩进入一束闪耀的白光里。
My first ever short Chinese novel! I was just very inspired to start something new to make another entrance of daily life record. I guess the "Blogmics" was not a very good medium for me to continue on the blogging routine. Instead of drawing, I tell stories by delete my pass memories and recreate it with new perspective view with blank memory.
The story line will be stick to the theme which is "Love". Some characters I create are just simply to make stories interesting, but also most characters will be create based on reality.
Good grief, I am so PUMPED OUT now to do more of novel stuff. Stay tuned!
收音机说2011年要结束了。穿着白袍的他叫我删除所有2011年以前的记忆。而我的意识早已在倒数前模糊不清。
“6,5,4, ...”
“记得回来找我。”
就在数到“3”时，他紧紧握着我的手说要记得回来找他。但是要去哪里找？
“2, 1! Happy New Year!”
收音机里传出人潮兴奋地欢迎新一年的到来。但男孩落下泪来，目送着女孩进入一束闪耀的白光里。
My first ever short Chinese novel! I was just very inspired to start something new to make another entrance of daily life record. I guess the "Blogmics" was not a very good medium for me to continue on the blogging routine. Instead of drawing, I tell stories by delete my pass memories and recreate it with new perspective view with blank memory.
The story line will be stick to the theme which is "Love". Some characters I create are just simply to make stories interesting, but also most characters will be create based on reality.
Good grief, I am so PUMPED OUT now to do more of novel stuff. Stay tuned!
Wednesday, October 26, 2011
Baby Languages
I did a little survey among my friends.
Surprisingly, there are still a part of us keeping the language that used to talk with family who understands it.
AKA Baby Languages.
I am trying to capture people talks in different ways or specific words that we don't usually understands.
First Picture
My Chaoz Family always say '拜佛佛' (bai ho ho) means pray to Buddha.
P/S: My family are Buddhist.
Second Picture
There was a time May and I go to eat the Herbal Jelly.
When she suggested to have a bite of the delicious dessert, she said: I want to eat '动一摇'(tong-yi-yao).
Well, this terms have to say faster so you can get a clearer picture.
Raise up your hand if you like to call Herbal Jelly as Tong-Yi-Yao.
Third Picture
I knew this from my college friends, Kai Li, when we was discussing the script of drama for English.
First, I was shocked and confused of the 'strange' words.
Then, I found it quite adorable and easy to say.
'嘎嘎戏'(ka ka xi) means horror movie or the vampires/zombies movie.
A cute way to describe your nightmare.
Forth Picture
A very common word to trick infancy's smiles.
Can be describe a person's IQ like:
This dummy needs to be treat like 'Ang Gu Gu'.
This dummy needs to be treat like baby.
See, baby language are cute isn't it?
Except for the last example, I am lame to put that.
Try to list down your baby language and share it.
I am curious and exciting to see your version of language.
-Peace-
Surprisingly, there are still a part of us keeping the language that used to talk with family who understands it.
AKA Baby Languages.
I am trying to capture people talks in different ways or specific words that we don't usually understands.
First Picture
My Chaoz Family always say '拜佛佛' (bai ho ho) means pray to Buddha.
P/S: My family are Buddhist.
Second Picture
There was a time May and I go to eat the Herbal Jelly.
When she suggested to have a bite of the delicious dessert, she said: I want to eat '动一摇'(tong-yi-yao).
Well, this terms have to say faster so you can get a clearer picture.
Raise up your hand if you like to call Herbal Jelly as Tong-Yi-Yao.
Third Picture
I knew this from my college friends, Kai Li, when we was discussing the script of drama for English.
First, I was shocked and confused of the 'strange' words.
Then, I found it quite adorable and easy to say.
'嘎嘎戏'(ka ka xi) means horror movie or the vampires/zombies movie.
A cute way to describe your nightmare.
Forth Picture
A very common word to trick infancy's smiles.
Can be describe a person's IQ like:
This dummy needs to be treat like 'Ang Gu Gu'.
This dummy needs to be treat like baby.
See, baby language are cute isn't it?
Except for the last example, I am lame to put that.
Try to list down your baby language and share it.
I am curious and exciting to see your version of language.
-Peace-
Friday, July 22, 2011
Future is a mist for now
Day after day, I am learning to be cope well in any circumstances.
In results, it turns out that I am becoming more numb to what around around me.
I pretty sure that my brain is rusting somewhere and it doesn't get 'juicify' by the correct lubricant.
About college assignments, I just need to arrange my time more systematic.
About friends, I just have to blend in and be humble.
About 7 sisters, I just have to solidify our already never fade friendship.
About family, there is not much I have to worry.
Now, circle back to future.
I am a failure to choose my path correctly.
I should become an ecologist. I just knew it.
I just have to work harder to make the world in peaceful green scenery scientifically.
This was my biggest dream ever since having the knowledge about the earth is dying.
But, to enjoy study in a lazy and comfortable school life, I chose the easy way to pass through the exams with flying colors, to be an ICT student.
I was regret, then no, and at last so much.
Then, move on to after graduate life.
I met a higher education counselor and he recommended me to study Interior Design.
I was so into his speech about the imaginable bright future with the path of being a designer.
It was so wrong. It clouded my soul to be wise.
And now, I am just a very ordinary person with 'so so' designs starting the journey to an unfamiliar artistic world with Da Vinci, Van Gogh and Picasso.
My dream?
Was once to imagine my life centralize with family when I had him.
Now?
Just a very heavy mist in front since I am so numb to the surrounding.
But one thing for sure, I must contribute my knowledge to society one day.
And I just knew that I can do it.
In results, it turns out that I am becoming more numb to what around around me.
I pretty sure that my brain is rusting somewhere and it doesn't get 'juicify' by the correct lubricant.
About college assignments, I just need to arrange my time more systematic.
About friends, I just have to blend in and be humble.
About 7 sisters, I just have to solidify our already never fade friendship.
About family, there is not much I have to worry.
Now, circle back to future.
I am a failure to choose my path correctly.
I should become an ecologist. I just knew it.
I just have to work harder to make the world in peaceful green scenery scientifically.
This was my biggest dream ever since having the knowledge about the earth is dying.
But, to enjoy study in a lazy and comfortable school life, I chose the easy way to pass through the exams with flying colors, to be an ICT student.
I was regret, then no, and at last so much.
Then, move on to after graduate life.
I met a higher education counselor and he recommended me to study Interior Design.
I was so into his speech about the imaginable bright future with the path of being a designer.
It was so wrong. It clouded my soul to be wise.
And now, I am just a very ordinary person with 'so so' designs starting the journey to an unfamiliar artistic world with Da Vinci, Van Gogh and Picasso.
My dream?
Was once to imagine my life centralize with family when I had him.
Now?
Just a very heavy mist in front since I am so numb to the surrounding.
But one thing for sure, I must contribute my knowledge to society one day.
And I just knew that I can do it.
Monday, June 20, 2011
I Am Not Ready *Lyrics*
Since the first time I met you,
Never thought that we will be this close.
In very very limited time,
Goddess of Love brought us together.
Who knows what the future hold?
After so long we're ready to meet the end.
Thank you for being important role of my life.
So this love has clear up my mind..
To be Strong and mature,
For being a stronger better woman.
To be protective and wiser,
For choosing a better man to love.
I miss the days we sang of love.
I miss the ways you compliment me.
I miss the warmth through holding hands
And the hugs that you given to me.
I miss the days meant to celebrate.
I miss the ways you teasing me.
I miss of how you say how much I love you.
I am still not ready..
To be Strong and mature,
I just wanna to be your only one.
To be Protective and wiser,
I just wanna save the memories of you.
I am still not ready..
To give up our love tomorrow.
I am still not ready..
Because I'm still love you so deep.
Thank you for being part of my life.
So this love has clear up my mind.
*This song was wrote for my passed away love last night. Sincerely wish you to be the best in the future.
Never thought that we will be this close.
In very very limited time,
Goddess of Love brought us together.
Who knows what the future hold?
After so long we're ready to meet the end.
Thank you for being important role of my life.
So this love has clear up my mind..
To be Strong and mature,
For being a stronger better woman.
To be protective and wiser,
For choosing a better man to love.
I miss the days we sang of love.
I miss the ways you compliment me.
I miss the warmth through holding hands
And the hugs that you given to me.
I miss the days meant to celebrate.
I miss the ways you teasing me.
I miss of how you say how much I love you.
I am still not ready..
To be Strong and mature,
I just wanna to be your only one.
To be Protective and wiser,
I just wanna save the memories of you.
I am still not ready..
To give up our love tomorrow.
I am still not ready..
Because I'm still love you so deep.
Thank you for being part of my life.
So this love has clear up my mind.
*This song was wrote for my passed away love last night. Sincerely wish you to be the best in the future.
Friday, April 8, 2011
The way to treat your boyfriend if you serious
I very concern of everything about my sisters. Especially for Yangy who is enjoying sweet 17 and her boyfriend who is teenage-adult 18.
So, I decide to write some advices for the girls that is totally in Pinky Love world. I believed that you should treat boyfriend like the way you treat your family once you confirm he is the one. Ignore this post if you not ready to start a serious relationship with boy.
In my opinion, he is your future husband after all. Treat him as your family is the most basic thing. Example, you and him vowed deeply there is no lies and trust each other sincerely. Well, this is same to family. Keep no secrets with them. Just tell the truth about where you went, what you did with him and etc. Is this hard? What if your future husband, the one will be YOUR family, lie to you in future like the way you lie to your parents?
Next, check the call list in your cell phone. Compare your calls with boyfriend and family. Ask yourself this question: "How long you didn't call your family this frequently as your boyfriend?" Well? You can spend the most of the phone credits for boyfriend. Why not family?
The most important advice to guys: give your girl the "girlfriend priority". Show her how much you care, concern and importance about her in your life all the time. Put her FIRST above of everything, if it is really important thing to do as the main subject, explain to her slowly and i believe she will understand.
The opinions above are totally from my perspective about how to treat your boyfriend. No offense. Comment about this post and share your ways to treat your boyfriend or girlfriend. Thanks for view. ^^
So, I decide to write some advices for the girls that is totally in Pinky Love world. I believed that you should treat boyfriend like the way you treat your family once you confirm he is the one. Ignore this post if you not ready to start a serious relationship with boy.
In my opinion, he is your future husband after all. Treat him as your family is the most basic thing. Example, you and him vowed deeply there is no lies and trust each other sincerely. Well, this is same to family. Keep no secrets with them. Just tell the truth about where you went, what you did with him and etc. Is this hard? What if your future husband, the one will be YOUR family, lie to you in future like the way you lie to your parents?
Next, check the call list in your cell phone. Compare your calls with boyfriend and family. Ask yourself this question: "How long you didn't call your family this frequently as your boyfriend?" Well? You can spend the most of the phone credits for boyfriend. Why not family?
The most important advice to guys: give your girl the "girlfriend priority". Show her how much you care, concern and importance about her in your life all the time. Put her FIRST above of everything, if it is really important thing to do as the main subject, explain to her slowly and i believe she will understand.
The opinions above are totally from my perspective about how to treat your boyfriend. No offense. Comment about this post and share your ways to treat your boyfriend or girlfriend. Thanks for view. ^^
Friday, March 4, 2011
我被科技电击了
SPM后的生活，应该从考完华语试卷那一天说起吧。
我和Samantha, Nicole相约一起去理发。
而留了四年长发的我决定把头发给剪短了！
我很喜欢短发造型。清爽，中性化，不会担心头发会开衩。更重要的是我也把负担给剪了。
接下来的日子过得令我不满意。
我失去了如何自律过个充实的假期。
我也失去了以往对事情的认真与热诚。
就这样让自己堕落。
沉迷科技带来的方便。
Facebook,Youtube, Google, Flash512
这几个网页足以让我对着电脑至凌晨。
更恐怖的是Plants VS Zombie完全可以让我脱离现实世界。为了破关斩将达到更高的Level，我不惜健康和牺牲睡眠时间，得到最后王牌。
太不自律了…
我和Samantha, Nicole相约一起去理发。
而留了四年长发的我决定把头发给剪短了！
我很喜欢短发造型。清爽，中性化，不会担心头发会开衩。更重要的是我也把负担给剪了。
接下来的日子过得令我不满意。
我失去了如何自律过个充实的假期。
我也失去了以往对事情的认真与热诚。
就这样让自己堕落。
沉迷科技带来的方便。
Facebook,Youtube, Google, Flash512
这几个网页足以让我对着电脑至凌晨。
更恐怖的是Plants VS Zombie完全可以让我脱离现实世界。为了破关斩将达到更高的Level，我不惜健康和牺牲睡眠时间，得到最后王牌。
太不自律了…
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